Fumbling Around All Spring Since Loosing My Fishing Buddy of 19 ...

by Hookem

Okay.. ...am finally getting it out of my system...this hasn't been a good Spring for me.....terrible in fact up until today maybe! I haven't said much to anyone other then Harold. All Spring been fumbling around wondering who to fish with, where to go, couldn't get going to really go with any seriousness, just kinda lost! So far this Spring have been out the least of any years as an adult! Just been the craps to be honest!! Last December I lost my fishing buddy of 19 years to death and not in a nice way! Damn! Ever since that day I have been mad as hell at him, absorbed in self pity I guess! I cussed him, I talked to him many a night telling him what I thought darn it out of anger!! All Spring now I haven't known where to turn when fishing. He and I knew each other on the water like the back of our hand! We were a team for 19 years, laughed on the water when one of us screwed up, hit one another on the back when one of us got into a big one, sat around the fire at night solving the world's problems, just all that buddies do! Damn I miss him and just couldn't get my head on right this Spring for fishing...didn't know what to do!!...

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